True love is the parent of humility.

2009-11-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

Here's some intresting facts to share, check it out (;

Antarctica is the only continent without reptiles or snakes.

An eagle can kill a young deer and fly away with it.

In the Caribbean there are oysters that can climb trees.

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.

The youngest pope was 11 years old.

Mark Twain didn't graduate from elementary school.

Proportional to their weight, men are stronger than horses.

Pilgrims ate popcorn at the first Thanksgiving dinner.

They have square watermelons in Japan - they stack better.

Iceland consumes more Coca-Cola per capita than any other nation.

Heinz Catsup leaving the bottle travels at 25 miles per year.

It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs.

Armadillos can be housebroken.

The first Fords had engines made by Dodge.

A mole can dig a tunnel 300 feet long in just one night.

Peanuts are one of the ingredients in dynamite.

Ancient Egyptians slept on pillows made of stone.

A hippo can open its mouth wide enough to fit a 4 foot tall child inside.

A quarter has 119 grooves on its edge, a dime has one less groove.

A hummingbird weighs less than a penny.

Until 1796, there was a state in the United States called Franklin. Today it is known as Tennessee.

The flashing warning light on the cylindrical Capitol Records tower spells out HOLLYWOOD in Morse code.

Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie.

The average person has over 1,460 dreams a year.

One in every 4 Americans has appeared on television.

The average American will eat about 11.9 pounds of cereal per year.

Over 1,000 birds a year die from smashing into windows.

The State of Florida is bigger than England.

Ants stretch when they wake up in the morning.

It's against the law to have a pet dog in Iceland.

Thomas Edison, light bulb inventor, was afraid of the dark.

During your lifetime, you'll eat about 60,000 pounds of food. That's the weight of about 6 elephants.

Some ribbon worms will eat themselves if they can't find any food.

Dolphins sleep with one eye open.

The world's oldest piece of chewing gum is 9000 years old.

In space, astronauts cannot cry, because there is no gravity, so the tears can't flow.

hahas! if all that was true, it is really some real intersting facts,

facts like everytime you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calories,

so don't lick a stamp next time, but i doubt anyone would wanne lick a stamp nowadays, it's dirty, lols .

oh, and people had 1,460 dreams a year on average,

it might not be very true cause i'm sure that jiamin would beat that record,

she had dreams almost everyday?hahas xD

then, if can't control ur emotions, NEVER be an astronaut, cause you're gonna suffer,

you can't cry in space, your tear don't flow down .

oh, and the most ridiculous of all, ribbon worms eat themselves when they can't find any food?

if that's true, it's scary, would you eat yourself if you can't find any food?

i think it's better not to think about it, you would still wanne have ur meals later ;D

enjoy reading the facts people ^^

oh, went to work yesterday, and my mum came to pick me up after my work,

she wanted an hour for me cause she's too early,

so good of her, she was nagging and nagging all the way home when she found out that i didn't had a sip of drink

since i started working, i was too busy :p

then she go on saying " why never drink water?you wanne get dehydrated is it?

and then she found out that i didn't had my lunch before work, cause i had my cca in the morning,

she went on saying again and again "you better take good care of yourself,

work is not as important as your health, don't try to be a super women hor "

yeah, seems like some nagging session?but it's actually heart warming,

i could sense the care and love she had for me, she's also late for work today,

cause we reach home around 10plus yesterday, so she woke up late .

my mum is the best, daddy too, i love you guys(;

2009-10-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hey people!

i had moved! relink me and visit me@
www.hypnotic--love.blogspot.com
thanks!(;

2009-10-01T19:36:00.013+08:00

Ahead, i see a long road down,

a never ending road, at times, it's really tiring,

because as you walk further ahead, things is different,

you had to change your mindset and thinking, set tougher goals,

endure the agony of not achieving your goal,

enjoying the glory of obtaining your goals .

You also need to learn how to portrait yourself differently in different situation,

being the so called "two faces person"

that's was the reason why, we were so much different from how we were when we were young .

Of course, people love to compared between the past and present,

compared yourself against others, i did the same thing,

ultimately,

we should respect ourselves, listen to our heart and do our best,

i once thought competition is the key to improve, now i realise,

最重要的是不要轻易放弃，否则对不起自己。

但我怕我做不到。

i am getting worried .

This should be my last post until the end of EOY exams,

All the best to all for the EOY exams(:

2009-09-30T19:45:00.001+08:00

Shall update my blog,

oh, thanks for the tags people ;D

omg, EOY is really getting nearer!

panic panic :x

anyway, here to reply the tags(;

Kok Tong: Alright, thanks a lot for the tag, jiayou for EOY(;

Mw: Hahas, okay, i'll forget about it, thanks for the tag, here's the smiles :D

Cx: Hahas, don't worry, i am not that agitated, better aready, thanks thanks!(;

Sheng hwee: oh, hahas, was a bit agitated that day :p

Chanel: Laopo! I miss you loads too, meet up soon after exam, all the best for your exams ;D btw, you change your URL?

Genesis: Hahas, thanks for the tags, smiles! ;D oh, paiseh, change the name aready :p

2009-09-28T16:33:00.009+08:00

oh, this is gonna be my 1st bitching post,

yea, first(;

that kid was cute?found this picture on web,

clearly represent my feeling now,

i don't wish to mention her name, so my post might be a bit confusing?

anyway, her three bitchy action today ignite my urge to bitch about her,

first, i hate your lectures, or even your voice,

come on, who are you to me to say about me?

even if you had the right, not under those kind of fucking circumstances,

when i am aready obviously panic?

and you purposely rubbed it in?

yea, that's your style, so i can't blame you?

secondly, i actually don't need you, yes, you especially,

to tell me what mistakes i had done?

i mean, i am fully and clearly aware of what's wrong,

i am terribly sorry for that alright? but there's no need to tell me in the face?

to stare at me with your fuck up face?

oh, i am sorry for using that word so often,

but i just can't find better words to express what i want to say .

you had always been having mood swing i notice, or not only me,

everyone notice it, but that do not give you the right to vent your anger on anyone,

they are not in any way deserve to be vented anger on,

i didn't choose to stand beside you, neither is him, for your information,

i was afraid that you weren't aware of it .

there's seriously no need to keep quiet about it if you're jealous that we'll steal your limelight,

you could just tell us to get out of your sight?

don't give us that face, we don't read emotion language,

because we could talk?

and next time if you wanne talk, please think careful,

there's over a million of people who bitch about you, so just try to shut yourself a little alright?

i am seriously kind to you, to tell you about that .

stop being a pain in everyone's ass .

oh, i kind of agree with what Ian says, think on the positive side,

thanks to all those who made me felt so much better,

now i know what true friends are for.

i guess my image had been spoilt after bitching about her?
lols,
i am not so concerned about her now though,

but revisions is seriously driving me mad :x

2009-09-26T08:39:00.003+08:00

Went to my uncle's house yesterday, to stay overnight there .

And guess what, i hadn't sleep from yesterday until now,

damn tired, i am sleeping after blogging! :p

The reason i didn't sleep wasn't because of the dog, don't misunderstood xD

it accompany me almost the whole night,

i realised something, my uncle's dog doesn't seems to be tired at all,

don't think he need a lot of sleep .

I tried to stay up to do my revision for my subjects,

i did notes for F&N, left 5more chapters to go,

i plan to do physics, but i hadn't even complete F&N,

cause i was kinda sleepy around 4plus,

i guess it's the 1st time i never sleep for a day?don't think i ever done it even in camp .

chatted on phone with mw last night,

thanks for accompanying me throughout the night ^^

oh, chatted random things with him, plan to watch phobia2 next week too,

heard that it's very scary :x

regarding the photos, i was pretty bored during the midnight,

so i decided to take some photos :p

Oh, the dog was a pretty funny dog,

he is always following people and he seem to have energy that can never be used up,

his name is Lucky and he loves barking,

but he's an obedient and adorable dog!(;

alright, shall end my post, i need to sleep! ;DD

2009-09-25T20:35:00.004+08:00

People make promises, out of faith or fear?

oh, don't mind me being random,

just felt like expressing the things i felt (;

Dictionary defines promise as a declaration assuring that one will,

or will not do something; a vow.

but usually, people take it as an assumption,

That's to say,
assumption promise is something you assume you would be determine to do .
But the difference between these two words are,

promises is something you vow to do,

irregardless of time .

Whereas assumption is what you promise to do too,

but it only exist for as long as you want it to exist,

that means, to destroy an assumption promise,

all you have to do is to said that it no longer exist .

so people, the next time you thought if making a promise,

think about it, is it an assumption promise or a true one?

because, by making a short term promise,

you might as well consider putting in words such as,

"i promise you, as long as i felt like it?"(;

"of course i promise you that before, but it only exist at that time?" :D

when you're making you so called promise .

alright, shall end my post here, bye readers :)

2009-09-24T16:57:00.004+08:00

Morning assembly in sch was eerie?

it was actually bright and clear,

but straight after the national anthem the sky changes .

See the side of the sky and the upper side of the sky?

one is pretty clear while one is dark,

the wind was also blowing only on one side of the quadrangle,

we saw the banners flying violently,

yet we didn't feel any wind,

weird?

and i had wasted my time yesterday?

it was suppose to be the chemistry test today,

but it was postpone again,

for the second time!

and i spent yesterday's night revising,

until 12 plus, cos i started at 10pm :p

i wasted my sleeping time revising!

now i seem to have some dark circles round my eyes,

felt so tired :x

oh, jiamin is playing prank on gabriel,

the most hated object of Gabriel, hand sanitiser is on his table,

he'll get a shock tomorrow xD

2009-09-23T17:59:00.001+08:00

Oh, today is an enjoyable day,

not only that reporting time to school is 8plus,

we were really well entertained in class,

look, Jia Xing's hair were tied up, there's no need to afraid of spot checks anymore,

lolololols .

Then just before maths remedial after school,

chris was doing some kind of cards tricks,

Jeremiah's card tricks were better,

looks like Chris's three years of practice had gone to waste?

just joking, it was entertaining ;)

oh, on my way home,

i met a funny guy, shall not say why :p

and i saw my primary school chinese teacher,

she didn't change at all .

time for revision,

had three tests tomorrow, omg! wish me gd luck ;DD

2009-09-17T19:06:00.005+08:00

Eternally etched in my mind,

complications do arise .

Oh, jiamin came today, but she went home halfway,

she was still feeling unwell,

hope she would recover soon,

recover fast jiamin(;

anyway, nothing much about today,

had lessons and stuff,

learn about the effect of the typhoon in taiwan,

it was pathetic and scary, poor them :x

had npcc games day tomorrow,

we would be going to mayflower secondary .

well, that's all for today,

enjoy the weekends, holiday on monday :D

2009-09-15T20:03:00.001+08:00

Faith on hold .

Principle of account was the 1st lesson of the day!

oh, half the class was sleeping,

Jia Xing came to sit near me, and he blow bubble gum,

mrs luah asked for his ez-link card,

he gave her willing?

"today got band mah, got detent anot also need to go band" is what he said .

lols!

then gabriel was creating a lot of so called "ministry" today,

almost everyone had a name,

wei cai was man of justice a.k.a MOJ

sharon was woman of 杀人 a.k.a WOS

gabriel was man of evil a.k.a MOE,

that's still a lot more, but i couldn't remember .

anyways, those were just acts of boredom(;

went to meet Jiamin with Kenji after school today,

she's sick, so she didn't came to school,

luckily she's coming to school tomorrow,

i am damn bored these two days .

oh, tomorrow school starts at 8.20am ;DD

2009-09-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

That's what life is about?(:

Was suppose to study poa wif Jocelyn today,

end up chatting, quite a meaningful chat though,

we really had loads in common,

oh,

life's complicated, people changes with time .

who is able to predict the future?no one i think,

my next birthday wish i guess,

i would want be granted the supernatural power of reading minds,

or predicting the future,

that would be really made my life easier and fantastic .

2009-09-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

Went to vivo in the evening,

crystal was going there to repair her phone,

went for a walk after that,

took photos at skypark, it was funny?

shall not say why ;D

Had our dinner,

and there was a uncle who was weird though,

we were walking in front of him,

and obviously it's crowded in the mall,

so we slow down our footsteps, and he was damn rude,

he said "hey, walk can?"

i was wondering,

were the other people around us invisible to him?

but let's 4get it (:

oh, the proposal was nice,

do watch it, it's funny,

just realised that i hadn't done much revision for exams,

omg, seriously i had got to start now,

from this moment onwards,

i am off to study .

And she was right, your image never fade from my mind,

even till this point .

2009-09-09T15:26:00.003+08:00

Hey!finally it's the last session of npcc today,

it's time to study! :x

oh, might be meeting Jocelyn later,

to shop for her clothes for her brother's ROM tomorrow .

When will distorted illusions,securities pretense,
extinct?
no one is perfect,

i am not expected to trust entirely,

because i didn't even dare to trust myself at times,

Wishing to trust what i felt .

2009-09-04T19:57:00.007+08:00

hey, gotten back our result today,

i had 4 Cs, 1 A and 2 Bs,

what a good result?comparing to my mid yr,

which i score 4 As, now all the As turned into Cs,

i felt like giving myself a tight slap, in order to make myself awake .

Im getting slacker maybe, or i am just tired,

i am really afraid for my end-of-year,

Geok mooi, you had got to wake up b4 it's too late,

i would really need to strive my best for end-of-year :(

i guess i am falling alseep, from all the sickness i get from somewhere,

i shall not mention where it is, but it's obvious i shall say .

2009-09-01T21:31:00.008+08:00

Jiamin's drawing ;DD

Simin's piercing

Marks for POA of Gabriel, Jia Xing and Jia Min, 305 Xp

Simin with the necklace her Romania friend gave(;

Hey!went to simin's house today,

mit them in the morning,

went to have our breakfast,

return and borrow some books from the library,

and we went to amk hub,

to shop for someone's birthday present,

the person is going to go crazy when the birthday present is shown,

lololols!
had some choir session at her lobby?
slacked there and went to explore around her condo,
it was raining uhs, being raining this few days,
takecare guys, don't catch a cold (:

oh, and i like simin's piercing!

Jia Xing's marks for POA was like the best record?

though he did do the paper,
hahas, 305 is a fun loving class!

alright, shall end my post here(;

2009-08-28T21:08:00.001+08:00

hey, school was normal today,
had npcc after school,
tired! although all i did was admin work,
there's room check tomorrow :x
anyway, i just realised that my blogger was fine,
it was my laptop which cause my blogger not to be able to post photos x(
had to use other laptop for posting photos,
oh, september holiday is coming! (;

2009-08-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

hey!

today was pretty okay?

jiamin, hasyim, yong song and su yee's conversation was random,

but intresting?lols .

jiamin told me about their conversation,

it sucessfully prove that guy's opinion differ greatly from girls .

Went to bugis after school to buy a new school bag,

jiamin almost bought one,

but didn't in the end :x

anyways, after buying the bag, she seems emo,

simin thought she was angry, i thought she's sad,

bt she was actually tired and don't wanne talk, lols!

we were used to the cheerful jiamin aready ;D

oh, tomorrow reporting time to school is 8.20am!

there's more time to sleep finally :p

that's all for today, gonna study for physics test tomorrow :)

2009-08-16T17:36:00.001+08:00

hey!finally blogger allows the fonts to have some colours,

but pictures still couldn't be uploaded,

anyways, i just changed my blogskin,

the side was abit weird,

but i had no choice,

i create it myself but couldn't change the width of the side column :x

oh, it is kenneth's birthday tomorrow,

i wished him an early birthday ytd,

cos i thought it was on the last friday :p

Happy birthday kenneth!

2009-08-11T22:57:00.001+08:00

hey!
today was tiring uhs, still had to study for my geography test for tmr later,
and i wanne slp early,
shall post a proper post tmr(;
i'm posting to reply tags too,
couldn't reply on my tagboard,
CX: hahas, im just emo-ing the last few days, im better aready, thanks for ur tag! brother sister ;DD
Jiamin: heyhey! thanks for the tag! dun lost the ring again!:x
let's look forward to sept holiday(:

2009-08-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

Oh, i wanted to bold these words,
but blogger is still having problem,
nevertheless, happy national day! ;DD
oh, im miting simin later at 12.30pm,
hahas, gonna prepare soon,
or i'll be late,
today will be going to swensen to celebrate dardar's belated birthday celebration,
miting sheng hwee to take social studies book from him too,
for huiching to study for her ss test on tuessday,
enjoy your national day readers, bye!(;

2009-08-07T22:35:00.001+08:00

hey! just changed my blogskin,
finally found one which i like better,
anyway, today was the national day parade,
woke up at 4.05am this morning,
prepared and went to school to report for npcc first,
the parade was pretty short?
thumbs up to khairul, our steady parade commander! ;DD
after the parade went to the hall to watch video,
and proceed for passing out parade for the sec4s,
pop parade was funny, loads of things happened .
oh, i broke down in the short break before pop parade starts for certain reason,
Jocelyn comforted me,
oh, thank you Jocelyn, for everything you remind me of .
after np walked to bus stop with alan and jason,
they're irritating!although they were just joking .
don't be misunderstand though, they're nice people(:

Fairytales doesn't exist, that's the point i need to remember,
for everything i experience for many months passed .

2009-08-05T18:25:00.003+08:00

oh, today was pretty bored actually?
chionging homework all the way,
lols, chiong maths in the morning,
thanks to jasmine for teaching me(;
used phone during chinese lesson,
and the accompanying teacher saw it,
i didn't msg actually,
just took it out of my bag,
and the teacher told my chinese teacher in front of me,
so ps, jiamin was laughing uhs, how nice of her :x
just joking, she's a very nice friend !
help me write lines for POA, she said she's a expert in writing lines .
thank you so much jiamin :)
oh, english test today,
information report test, don't think i would do well?
yong soon did the same topic as me,
so he came to sit with me, to refer to my reference,
he didn't even research a single thing?
and he manage to wrote the report, 佩服 him sia .
if he get higher marks then me, im gonna banned him, lols .
after sch went to have lunch wif vannessa and zhenning,
realise that i should really pull up my socks for studies,
must put in effort, my marks is dropping,
gonna work hard aready .

hey, at times,
humans are difficult to be understand .

2009-08-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey!im back from pulau ubin this afternoon,
oh, i went there for a npcc camp,
it was tiring?but my school camp was worst :p
anyway, the camp was alright, we had 6 groups for the sec3,
we build tents and endure two night of sauna in it, the ground was hard!
rafting and high rope course was part of the camp too,
we also learn fire starting,
i still remember, tinders+kidlings+fuel=fire?
sorry if my kidlings is spelled wrongly, im not sure abt it .
campfire was alrite?my group perform cheers, the other groups performance was great!
lastly, it's the new friends made, manage to know some new friends from my group(:
alrite, im slping soon, tired .
Gd nitez readers! ;DD

2009-07-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

heyhey! went out wif jiamin and simin to bugis today,
bought shades and took photos,
it was a nice trip,
oh, i bought sport shoes too .
shall upload the photos next time?
blogger is against me again,
couldn't upload any picture .

Maybe, i seem to have some enlightenment?
And, for countless time,
i do agree that it hurts,
when i had to go pass you without calling you .

2009-07-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

Enlightenment & directions are what i needed,
hope i would get some soon?

2009-07-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Uncertainty, deep down in my heart .

2009-07-23T20:20:00.005+08:00

cute?

chemistry experiment ;D

Bing hui gets bullies xD

Jiaxing the terrorist!

Gabriel, lols!

Oh, school seems btr, we had chemistry practical today,

kumar was scary?lols, he added everything with extra portion,

and one things, he loves the bunsen burner,

we tested the pH value of the solutions,

the colours turns out pretty nice,

and we also had a few other experiment,

testing with acids and Co2 basically .

Maths test and food& nutrition test is tmr!

omg, why must f&n test be tmr?

i nid alot of tym for my maths!

andand, i failed my english T.T

21/50, comprehension,

then i went up to the teacher to clarify some questions,

and guess wat she said?

oh, you had did pretty well aready,

that's because 3/4 of the class fail :x

but it's a common test!

seriously, i nid 2 pass my f&n and maths test tmr .

2009-07-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Hey, school was normal today,

had physics test,

poa was same as usual,

we only learn laughters instead of all the formats,

cb and pcb, oh, don't be mistaken,

it's cashbook and petty cashbook,

it's the short form?

It was pretty tiring these days,

i don't know why,

maybe because of the fact that i always slept around 1am,

not because of homework,

i just couldn't fall sleep early,

oh, our class is having more and more absentees :x

for some certain reasons, sometimes it's so tiring,

with school being so boring,

except for the times Gabriel and some of the others tried to "kill" the teacher,

by creating loads of laughter .

Anyways, i felt that this term is goin to be difficult,

as i don't quite understand things that were taught,

could i stop feeling tired and listen attentively?

i seriously don't know .

oh, i had the picture in my mind again,

i turned back thrice .

2009-07-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

Always, life was complicated,

weird and unforeseen,

with many directions and turns,

it's difficult to decide the right place to go .

2009-07-09T20:39:00.008+08:00

HarryPotter & the half blood prince movie is releasing soon!

oh, im gonna watch it :p

went out with Ying Yu after school today,

slacked and chatted while she waited for ming xiu and the others,

as they were doing their artwork,

realise something during our conversation,

for a certain unforeseen reason,

sometimes we do things that we noe we shouldn't do,

because we noe we shouldn't, weird?

To me you're someone else i knew,

then other people see,

I watched,

pondering,

but i didn't go with the flow,

because i hardly identify you .

2009-07-07T19:22:00.016+08:00

Jiamin & Huiching ;D

Bangs xD

emo-ing in process x)

Bugis ;D

Outing wif Huiching & Jiamin was fun!

we were suppose to go to orchard,

bt went to bugis in the end,

took neo-prints, it was fun!

bt tiring :p

and we met this old lady,

with permed hair and kept on splashing water on herself,

then she was saying some cantonese language,

i dun understand though,

bt jiamin said she was telling us that we were crazy =.=

lols, bt it was scary :x

anyway,

we walk around bugis and decided 2 go to huiching's house,

chit-chatted below her lobby,

it was cooling, chatted alot abt everything (including secrets),

shall not tell u Xp

oh, we took emo photos too xD

and jiamin shld open up her eyes,

生在福中不知福 x)

it's so near yet so far!

Outing wif angela

Went to J8 and walk ard wif dardar Yesterday,

it was quite boring as we had went there quite a lot of times,

bt chatting helps,

we chatted a lot and it was intresting ;DD

love going out wif her,

rmb, our shopping trip xD

2009-07-04T11:31:00.006+08:00

1st week of school ;D

Went to swensen wif dardar on wednesday,

as my belated birthday celebration xD

It was nice!

she gave me two cute bears as my birthday present,

would upload the picture of bears and us next time,

as blogger had some problem,

i could not upload any picture .

we had loads of fun and we had couple bears! ;DD

Went to watch ice age3 yesterday wif michelle,

sheng hwee and kok tong .

zhenning ps us!:x

bt the movie was pretty nice?

we watched the 3D version,

there wasn't a lot of difference from normal movie though,

just that it had some pop up effects,

bt overall the cutetest things is the baby dinosaur,

and the baby of ellie!

the way they dance,

the way they talk,

the way they look!

sid was funny,

he became their mother when he found the eggs under the ice,

ellie was pregnant,

manny was super tense up about the pregnancy,

that part was pretty funny too,

scratte was a new character,

her part was nice .

oh, we saw chanel yesterday too (;

whenever i saw you,

i had the old pictures of us painted in my mind,

it was so real, so true .

2009-06-27T23:42:00.015+08:00

Finally, it's my birthday today,

hmm, im older, fifteen! x(

anyways, i had only a few wishes tis year?

plan nt 2 hav much, cos i wanted every wish 2 cm true ;D

i had only 3 wishes,

my 1st wish, is only reveal to my daughter,

the wish i made at the watch tower in sentosa Xp

my 2nd wish is to stay cheerful everyday; free from troubles (:
Lastly, i wish to get good results for all my exams & tests :D

Looking back, i wonder if i had any regrets,

i just realised, no, i don't have,

i miss my birthday last year,

you're the cause of the beauty of my memories,

i reminiscene, i learn, i realised, i cherish,

thanks for your wishes .

lastly, thanks to all for the presents & wishes (:

2009-06-26T22:14:00.004+08:00

Outing with dardar last week,

had loads of fun finding somewhere which doesn't exist in the map,

icon village .

i love her loads (:

2009-06-26T15:54:00.006+08:00

One more day ;DD

2009-06-19T13:01:00.005+08:00

Holiday homework :x

Holidae homework is stacking up!

i only manage 2 do a worksheet ytd,

im still left wif poa, maths, physics & english homework,

how :x

simply dun hav the mood to do,

guess i would have to force myself 2 do everything 2dae,

or i would not be able 2 enjoy next wk!

my horoscope today says:

"remember, life is cyclic so nothing is forever,

the scales are always tipping one way or another,

and pretty soon they will be tipping your way."

is there smth in tis world tat is called nothing?

i wish there is,

life is cyclic,

the world is round,

circles nvr break,

tat is why it is called a cycle,

bt at times, it do .

If it does, it hurts you to the core .

seriously, i need to do my homework :x

2009-06-17T20:41:00.023+08:00

Birthday present from Hui Ching ;D

Belated birthday present for her :p

Hellos! went 2 sentosa wif huiching today,

it's our so called "birthday" 2dae,

her belated birthday celebration wif me & my early birthday celebration wif her,

170609 is our birthday ;D

anyways, we went into sentosa ard afternoon,

went 2 siloso beach, bt thr isn't much thing 2 do thr,

so we took the monorail and went 2 imbiah staion,

which is just within walking distance, and we didn't noe tat =.=

we noe tat when we went back 2 the same place after walking a round from imbiah station,

im camera crazy 2dae, took alot of photos,

mayb mainly because thr isn't much place 2 visit in sentosa,

cos alot of places are under constructions,

oh, thr would be a new resort & theme park near sentosa soon .

we spend 2 hrs locating palawan beach!

omg, we are reali damn lost,

we were at somewhr near siloso beach,

felt kind of stupid when we noe tat we are juz so near palawan beach :x

2dae was weird, we saw deyi ppl thr, we saw mr lau,

i saw many ppl 2dae .

oh ya, nu er & i had a common birthday wish,

and our wish nearly come true x)

went back 2 amk in the evening,

and i had my 3rd earhole pierce ;D

i felt kind of lost, when i rmb the swt memories we had,

yet u are not thr wif me .

2009-06-15T22:55:00.007+08:00

oh, my birthday is coming soon,

excited, 12 more daes to my birthday,

wonder if i would have any surprise this year?

i hope so,

last yr, we were on the same island,

camping,

across tat campfire,

is the motivation u gav me which made me smile,

reminiscence,

flashback of the memories,

occuring to me now and then,

the bunny is still wif me,

would u still rmb my birthday? :x

2009-06-14T23:07:00.007+08:00

Sister's workplace (:

see, i finally touch my homework xD

Hellos!

went 2 my sis's workplace at suntec ytd, it was pretty nice?

stay thr frm the start of the day to the end of the day,

went thr ard 10plus, the shop only had my sis and me,

thr wasn't alot of people actually,

mayb due to the IT fair nearby,

took some photos of the shop,

and some photo of myself due to boredom =p

spend the whole day thr,

bt i did some of the holidae homework!(:

and we went hm ard 10,

the bus trip was long :x

2009-06-06T21:40:00.010+08:00

Hearts(:

Had a week of npcc,

2 days of npcc courses,

it was okay?bt seriously warm inside the lecture hall,

we had our lecture in the huge basketball court at hta,

weird? the worst is, ard 900 ppl is inside thr without any aircon,

for hours listening 2 lecture x(

there were only lyk 10 fans?

tat's the worst lecture we ever had,

we were all wearing full uniform :x

anyways, the test is quite easy, especially home front security ;D

went for CIP 2dae, we went 2 the old folk home in yishun,

folded hearts ytd and in the morning,

the old folks were quite elated when we gav the hearts 2 them,

we hlped them 2 clean their surroundings too,

my group went 2 clean the garden,

the leafs seems 2 drop endlessly,

we were sweeping and picking up the leafs wif hands(with gloves),

it was pretty dirty?

anyways, manage 2 clean up the place .

after np went 2 had lunch wif Alan, Jun wei, Sheng Hwee, Shi Teck and Ze Xuan,

Chanel came 2 find me cos she wan me 2 accompany her 2 library,

went 2 chit chat near my blk after tat,

love chatting wif her .

2009-06-01T20:08:00.006+08:00

Shooting competition is on tmr, 2pm at hta! :x

damn nervous, it was always until u heard the gunshots,

waiting in the cold corridor,

den u started 2 get nervous,

omg, i couldn't aim well in such a short time,

i hope my revolver would listen 2 me,

because last tryout was nt very well,

im nervous!nervous!

the instructor did said he could hlp us with everything except nervousness,

oh my =x

have you ever?

reminiscence on the past,
I don't think you will

ever fully understand

how you've touched my life

and made me who I am.
You've allowed me to experience

something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind

2009-05-31T22:12:00.015+08:00

Orchard outing ;D East coast outing(:

went 2 east coast park last wednesday,

yup, i noe it was ramdom,
mummy suddenly ask me whether i wanne go to ecp to cycle on tuesday,

and we went 2 ecp 2 cycle the next day,

it was alrite?

after cycling we went 2 parkway parade 2 shop,

she bought clothes for me ;D
Went 2 orchard with kai xin on thursday,

it was fun!

Had fun walking ard and we saw the barbie doll exhibition,

the cars were full of barbie doll!

chatted alot on the way too, L.O.V.E.D(:

2009-05-31T18:59:00.007+08:00

Ytd's outing 2 vivo city was fun (:
Monster vs Alien was nice :D
hmm,
Met up wif Derrick this morning,
we went 2 do the POP proposal,
juz realise hw time consuming a proposal could be :x
i felt so tired 2dae,
ytd went hm at 11plus, slept at 3am ,
and woke up at 8am,
slept for 5hrs, still okay?
bt im one who needed alot of slp .
oh, i realise smth,
everything happens for a reason,
dun try 2 chng it because it was meant 2 be,
or it would nt be hw it is now,
you cn try running away from smth u couldn't face,
bt it would come back 2 you anyway,
perfect sometimes is nt that perfect,
imperfect might had chances 2 be perfect,
i think abt it, somehw everywhr were traces of my memories,
it send me travelling dwn my memory lanes,
thinking bac and unable 2 move on,
teach me hw, i could move on,
i could step out of my memory lane .
Tmr is the O level chinese exam, gd luck 2 the sec4s (:
hey, gd luck to you,
i hope u would be able 2 see this,
although i couldn't do wat i did in the past,

still,
all the best, 一定要加油。

2009-05-30T10:42:00.013+08:00

Gotten back our report bk ytd, it's the parent teacher meeting,
my results are as following:
English-c5
Chinese-A1
Mathematics-c5
Combined Science-B3
Combined humanities-A2
Principle of Account-B3
Food & Nutrition-A2
the meeting was pretty short,
oh, mrs chew kept saeing im too quiet in class .
And i finally pass my maths, i still remembered last yr,
it's torturing looking at my maths results,
f9, and i remembered hw badly i cried,

bt u are there ,
kept on telling me it is okay , cos thr's still alot of chance ,
finally, i made it, though u are no longer thr 4 me ,
i believe u would do well too .
一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动 :(

Would upload the photos took with kai xin soon .

Falling leaves are fragile :x

2009-05-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

In life we all have an unspeakable secret,

an irreversible regret,

and an unreachable dream .

2009-05-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

kai xin; u're linked and update ur blog (:

honoured?xD

2009-05-25T19:57:00.003+08:00

went 2 home team academy for the weapon safety and handling lecture after skol 2dae;

as our shooting competition for npcc is approaching;

was taught on the aiming and formats for the competition;

basically, we were given 1 min and 20 sec to fire 24 rounds of bulllet?

lols, nt 2 mention the distance between the target and us .

9metre and 15metre?

felt tat it pretty difficult 2 aim in such a short tym :x

skol was boring 2dae;

free periods had become our chit chatting tym .

well, i shall stop here .

bang! i shot you ;D

Liping ask me smth out of the sudden 2dae;

"do you still ms ____?"

i felt tat feeling coming back again;

although i manage 2 overcome it;

afterall; it is hidden within me

2009-05-24T22:30:00.005+08:00

edited :D

hellos!

i had chng my blogskin;

pink bunny? lols .

went 2 walk ard amk hub wif crystal tis evening;

omg; im damn guilty;

she trained dwn all the way frm woodlands 2 amk 2 had dinner wif me;

i didn't noe she live in woodlands though;

sry 2 make u cm all the way here crystal! :x

anyways; had dinner wif her;

and we walked ard amk hub;

chatted; went 2 look for bags;

i wanne chng new skol bag :D

ask frm my mum as my bdae present;

hope she agree Xp

and my phone;

it's getting crazy nwadays;

sometime i couldn't receive msg or calls;

gonna repair soon;

although i wanted 2 new one =p

2dae was pretty alrite;

enjoyed the afternoon and evening ;D

2009-05-23T20:56:00.008+08:00

hellos! i was browsing through the web and i saw tis story:

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him,
and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only
one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I Carried You"

Maybe u had seen tis story b4?anyways; felt tat it's pretty inspiring and touching ,
so i had decided 2 upload it on the blog(:
without a sound; leaving no trace of you;
it's in my heart; tat u would be a tattooed protrait;
Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult;
though i noe bend in the road is not the end of the road ,
unless you fail to make the turn ,
yes, u told me to make the turn .

2009-05-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

Results had been revealed!

oh; my chinese is getting bad; omg!! x(

the rest shld be okay uhs;

my social studies is the most surprising one;

21/25; and it's all last minute revision;

i was so worried abt it initially .

and we had gotten 8marks free for geography;

due to printing error of the geography paper;

we are lucky; aren't we?
went 2 watch night at the museum2 2dae wif michelle;

it was alrite?

the story was pretty simple;

the 1st one was btr; more humourous(:

oh my; skol is reali boring nwadays!!!

2009-05-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

It's post exam activities 2dae;
had house meeting follow by the performing arts tok;
2dae was pretty boring actually;
had admin dae(npcc) after skol;
i had gotten the passing out parade proposal 2 do;
omg; hope i would do a gd job; i mus uhs;
nt lyk tat stack of paper shown in the picture =x
2dae was weird; i was having tat kind of emptiness again;
i hate tat feeling; for it was always wat tat brings my mood down;
stop it alrite Geokmooi =x

and tmr our exam result will be out!!
Words once written;
On paper browned with time;
Echoing a past forgotten;
Hidden deep within;
no doubt; u win the game;
for emptiness nvr fails to enter my heart;
Glimpse of eternity might be seen;
Only if one manage 2 break free .

2009-05-16T01:05:00.007+08:00

15th may; it's the end of exams!
2dae's f&n exam was actually pretty easy?
it's lyk a copy and paste exam paper;
as long as u memorize the textbk;
the exam is juz simple as it is;
bt i felt that we would felt very bad towards mr soo when the result is out =x
anyways; i would nid a gd nite slp;
im slping between 12plus to 1plus every nite during the exam period uhs;
i promise 2 start early for my eoy;
last minute revision seriously doesn't hlp;
tuesdae the results would be out;
im afraid;
everydae life goes on like;
i wish i could talk 2 u for a while;
i wish i could stop my fallacy;
as times goes by;
i had this in my mind;
it nvr actually change;
"nauqiew; uoy ssim i"

2009-05-10T13:50:00.002+08:00

It's 10 may and it's mother day todae;

happy mother's day mummy!(:

had been chionging revision this few daes;

omg; the exams so far seems difficult 2 me;

i mus pass well; it's mus; bt im scared =x

if you trust that u cn do it , u cn;

jiayou jiayou; one more week left 2 end of exam!

after blogging gt 2 go and do my revision 4 maths;

it's maths paper on tuesdae;

followed by maths paper2 and physics;

poa and lastly f&n;

sometimes; u appeared in my sight yet i couln't regconise you

2009-04-30T17:03:00.004+08:00

it's the english paper 2dae;
i choose the topic on the most memorable camp;
i think im writing out of point though;
i seem 2 be describing the camp;
instead of saeing the things that is memorable for me;
i only mention abt the values and teamwork learnt frm the camp;
i wrote abt the cadet leader camp;
paper 2 was alrite; bt i dun think i did well?
i had so much 2 revise! oh my god;
had 2 do revision after blogging =x
combined science and POA is killing me soon;
someone hlp me please :(
oh; thr's npcc on thurs! my ss and chemistry paper;
had 2 wear half U doing the test paper =.=
i shall see hw =x
alrite alrite; mus jiayou; 15 more daes!

Im looking foward 2 tmr; which i shldn't look foward to =x;

Your absence has gone through me;

Like thread through a needle;

Everything I do is stitched with its color.

2009-04-24T21:20:00.005+08:00

the morning sky; taken by Jacinta(:
2dae was tiring;
my flu and cough still hadn't recover;
oh my; hurry up recover uhs; im feeling terrible;
mid yr is juz a wk away!
my physics; chemistry and poa was lyk....
jiayou uhs; i mus do it!
after skol was physics remedial;
my test was 10/20; scary uhs; it's juz borderline passing =(
went 2 mac 2 study wif Jacinta they all; dun think i had learn anything;
this was wat my horoscope says about 2dae:

Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)
The Bottom Line
You're feeling hopeful today. Don't let any one put a damper on your good vibes.
In Detail
You're feeling bright and hopeful today, so you can't let anything or anyone put a damper on your positive attitude! Avoid situations where you'll be forced to argue or even disagree with others. When you think good things will happen, they are more likely to happen -- the universe can get the hint when you project positive energy out into the world. Soon, you can expect a good opportunity to come your way, so get ready to get busy on a project that could bring you more money.

i had been hopeful or bright for a few moments;
and den all my energy is gone;
i nid 2 slp soon =x

"when u think good things will happen; they are more likely to happen"
希望这似乎不可能的梦成真；因为我还相信

2009-04-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

谢谢你；让我记住在你怀里微笑

2009-04-16T20:01:00.005+08:00

mid year exam is coming soon;
and it's tym for revision;

tym 2 concentrate on studies;
oh; tmr thr's npcc; i hadn't prepare my uniform =x
gonna study 4 my physics test nw le;
wish me gd luck for my physics test tmr;
and thr might be f&n practical test tmr as it had been cancelled 2dae;
你最近还好吗？
我学会了；懂了；也长大了；
你呢？

2009-04-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗

song by S.H.E (:

2009-04-13T20:50:00.004+08:00

2dae was the water polo championship yeoman duty;
we were asked 2 stand ard the swimming pool;
2 do crowd control;
some of us stand on the audience stand;
some stand ard the swimming pool;
i was asked 2 stand ard the swimming pool;
felt so tired and giddy after the duty;

seriously very tired =x
goin 2 do my hw le;
and i wanne slp soon; mus slp early 2dae;

so near yet so far

2009-04-11T19:08:00.007+08:00

hellooooooooos!!(:

mit Jocelyn and went 2 plaza singapura 2 mit Rong Rong;

went 2 shop for smth special .

after tat was suppose 2 go bac 2 Deyi;

bt in the end we nvr went bac .

Rong Rong went 2 hav lunch wif her mum;

left Jocelyn and me 2 shop ard;

and we chatted alot ; love chatting wif her ;D

went bac 2 amk; had dinner; we chatted alot again .

we conclude tat we lyk bears!

bears are cute, aren't they?

she adores white bear;
we love bearsbears .
basically; we are toking bears 2dae;

Jocelyn; POLARBEAR!
well;
went ard 2 look for my new skol bag too;
shld be buying the same as shermin's bag;
we will be having couple bag again(:
sometimes;
You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.
people who are meant to be together always find their way in the end .

2009-04-10T20:35:00.007+08:00

went out wif jocelyn 2dae;
we were suppose 2 study;
im studying geo and she's studying poa;
bt both of us aren't in the mood;
and we went 2 walk ard amk hub;
bt we did study alot of things though;
she found out smth she nvr realise!

and she finally believe smth;

she manage 2 make me believe smth too =x

we tok alot uhs,

shared alot of knowledge;

we learn alot;hardworking isn't it?(:

oh;saw Jia Wei; Chang Wei and Kok Tong 2dae;

they were shocked 2 see us?

went hm after studying for 4hrs plus!

and we realise so much;

Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do.

mistakes are sometimes the best memories.

never regret something that once made you smile.

2009-04-09T20:27:00.001+08:00

edited(:

2009-04-09T19:46:00.005+08:00

a cute softtoy?my little cousin on my sis's dae(:

cupcakes in f&n room(:

2009-04-09T19:05:00.004+08:00

hellos;
finally; i had done smth i didn't dare 2 do;
finally i did it;
finally i smile frm the bottom of my heart;
finally; i realised, oh, i wanne thank you for it;
u taught me alot(:
well; 1st period was f&n and mr soo told us to prepare our 3 recipes;
nxt thurs would be our practical exam .
i would use tis weekend 2 try out;
hopefully i would succeed .
after skol went 2 study wif Shi Qi, Charlotte and Jia Wei;
had our lunch at amk hub's foodcourt .
den went 2 library 2 study ;

teach charlotte physics;

my physics wasn't very gd;

cos i missed alot of lessons due 2 cca;

i needed ppl 2 teach me; lols .
did my maths hw; went hm after tat .
Everything comes gradually at its appointed hour . .
It’s all said and done, it’s real, and it’s been fun .

2009-04-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

im back;
had chinese oral exam 2dae;
the question was "would u take ur parents 2 court?"
is it considered unfilial?
i said ya?bt depends on the case;
if it was things lyk serious abuse;
no choice?love and pain is juz being separated by a thin line;
once cross it would nvr return;
wounds heal; bt u cn still see the scars;
finally started 2 see the clearer picture le;
2dae had LOADS of counselling frm everywhr;
shermin; michelle and somemore;
and shermin's counselling was pretty useful?
she asked me question i nvr thought abt b4;
she told me 2 stop being stupid; yeah;
2dae; the most common phrase i heard ppl telling me was;
"dun be stupid anymore cn???"
i think i heard it frm various ppl;
oh; i might seem stupid; or reali stupid;
bt; afterall im juz trying for smth; it's hard 2 giv up;
although i noe it might nvr happen;
bt it's harder to giv up when it's everything u ever wanted;
my dear friends; i noe im stupid;
i noe wat im doin;
im trying; im nt 4getful;
im getting hurt; im weak;
im stronger; if i learn frm each lesson tat i was taught;
trust me; u will see a stronger me soon(:
although i needed some tym..
thr's POA test tmr..=x

2009-04-05T18:39:00.003+08:00

all i noe is tat u chng entirely;

because of smth?i dunno wat is it;

i might noe; bt im nt sure;

i nvr regretted loving u in the past;

i nvr regretted trusting u;

i nvr regretted crying for u;

im crying;

u said tat u were guilty;

bt u dun seem 2 meant wat u sae;

u would rather care for ur frens;

den someone who u had loved before;

someone whom u hurt deeply;

someone whom u told 2 believe in u;

yet u lied 2 her;

i think;

the person who u used 2 be;

is gone frm tis world; i no longer see him;

although i still feel him;

i wanted the person u are last tym bac;

will u still cm bac 2 me?

i needed ur encouragement; ur everything;

i dun wan the person u are nw;

cos i dun wanne noe anymore cruel facts tat make me cry again;

yet im knowing it everydae;

mayb im stupid;

bt i reali trusted u yet u nvr realise how much i love u;

for u were nvr in my shoe b4 :'(

2009-04-05T12:19:00.005+08:00

4/4/09; sister's bdae

it was my sis's bdae;

and we are celebrating for her at my aunt's hse;
happy 24th birthday my dear sister(:
reach aunt's hse at 3plus;
played bowling wif cousins and my sis's frens on wii;
i always spare;
it was pretty boring after some tym;
although my sis seems 2 enjoy playing?
played l4d;
didn't noe tat cousin had ply it;
i was pretty bad at it;
although i manage 2 ply for a while;
my sis was cute;

she made us laugh quite alot when she was plying it;
i miss the 1st tym i played l4d;
i enjoy it very much;
i wanted the person who teach me 2 teach me again;
after a few hrs of playing it was dinner tym;
had steamboat;
and drank campaign;it was nice;
my uncle let us try the red wine he bought during his australia trip;
it was nt very nice; i only drank 2 sip of it;
he said it was nt brewed enough;
another bottle is btr;
he said he would open it when my sis gt married;
my sis blushed;
faster gt married eh sis?
played wif my little cousin after dinner;
she was so cute; i was at the toilet at lvl2;
and she cm up and knock hard on the door;
i thought it was my sis or someone; i was abit shocked;
when i open the door; she smile and look at me;
"play bowling wif me alrite?"
i felt so much happier after seeing her smile;
ply wif her the toy bowling;
after tat; went upstairs 2 watch the photos uncle had took during his australia trip;
i love Perth; it was so beautiful;
the scenery thr was so nice;
it was clean and relaxing;
wished i could go thr;
went hm ard 10plus
afterall; im still reminded of u everydae; still thinking and thinking;

i think i might noe y everything happened;

thr';s a reason ;(

2009-04-03T23:43:00.007+08:00

Napfa 5items
omg; i gt Ds for standing boardjump and sit and reach;
regretted for nt stretching much when im younger =x
standing boardjump i was nervous;
and i dun think i had done my best;
bt anyways; my standing boardjump is nvr gd;
i wanted a retest for my sit and reach and standing boardjump;
hope i would be able 2 hav one during PE nxt wk;
well; after napfa went 2 np;
waited a while as jocelyn was goin 2 teach me POA;
the waiting was terrible; i had tat sudden urge for smth again;
i didn't dare 2 think too much;
it rains immediately when i was outside the skol gate; =x
den jocelyn patted on my shoulder and told me"be strong";
alan lee join jocelyn and me;
and we went 2 mac to revise 4 my POA while alan was doin his chi hw;
bt realise tat we had alot of complication abt POA;
so stopped and mayb jocelyn would pass me her notes tmr;
deeply hurt by wat u said;
the action u did; tells me tat im hoping for the sky 2 drop;
without you; im miserable at best;
im learning everydae :(

2009-04-02T16:05:00.011+08:00

mirror reflection;

shermin and me(:

the toy sheep; cute?

hellos(:

hmm; had been pretty emo tis few daes;

i also duno y; i cried suddenly;

and i had been thinking abt alot of things
instead of revising for tests i was thinking abt alot of things;

woke up 2dae; i was btr le; bt i think im getting fever soon;

ytd was very giddy..=x

2dae was slightly btr; hope i would be fine by tmr;

andand;

finally!tmr thr's no test; bt thr's napfa;

omg; the 1 i scare the most..hwhw x(

and sat i think thr's no training;

coursework was here again; wat dish 2 cook;

3 sia; somemore thr's no fixed theme; juz healthier food =.=

tues mus hand up le; wat 2 do =x

the photo up thr was a toy sheep frm vanessa; worn by gabriel;

lols..he's childish;

the other 2 is photo taken wif shermin quite long ago;

hadn't had the mood 2 take photos lately;

will upload some if i had taken(:

after skol went 2 had lunch wif vanessa;

and walk ard amk hub;

went hm after tat;

hmm; saw a pretty inspiring quotes;

"motions needs you to set it moving not just by empty words."

takecare alrites?dun fall sick =x

my pw for the comp is still the same =x

2009-03-31T18:41:00.006+08:00

it's the napfa 2.4km run 2dae;
was abit scare at first; as i had nt been training;
the run started and i went on;
i was thinking abt alot of things on the way;
i kept on running and running;
the tireness doesn't seem 2 cm frm my body;
it seems 2 cm frm my heart;
i accidentally cut myself juz nw;
it's was bleeding; i felt tat it resemble my heart;
it had been slash and is bleeding nw;
my smile are fake;
my feelings too;
cos somehw, i didn't wanted 2 be slash again;
i saw smth juz nw; i hope it is nt true;
i hope im mistaken; i hope; u are still who u are

2009-03-30T18:57:00.004+08:00

hmm; skol was normal 2dae;
after skol went 2 register 4 NRIC;
and had admin dae;
it was pretty disastrous?
dunno y juz felt tat stupid feeling coming bac again 2dae;
it's nt abt npcc;
somehw; i rmb smth which i shldn't rmb;4get abt it;
anyways;
i could see that alan sir was pretty angry;
mus pt in more effort 2 hlp them nxt tym le =x
admin dae ended quite early 2dae;
it ended at 4plus;
went hm bath and im blogging nw;
ltr still had 2 study 4 my maths test tmr;
mus pass!!andand;
thr's 2.4km run tmr; i wan my 14 mins!
scare tat i cant do it sia..=x
nono; i mus;
alrite luhs; 2dae was a weird dae 4 me =x

2009-03-29T16:30:00.008+08:00

28/3/09
im back(:
had npcc training; it's the unit exercise dae;
had PT the 1st thing in the morning;
hmm; quite fun luhs; ran ard;
den we played live counter strike?
we had baton and rifle wif us;
the rifle had a small explosive stick wif it;
it would fire off when we pulled it;
we were separated into our lvl;
there are terrorist; police and hostages;
the terrorist was suppose 2 hide the hostages;
and the police was suppose 2 rescue the hostages;
arrest the terrorist;
sec3 started off by playing wif sec4;
we played at the 3rd and 4th lvl;
the sec4 was the terrorist;
we were the police; and we all died on duty =p
their strategies were gd?we were all being killed one by one;
i think ze xuan was the only 1 who was nt being killed;
den after tat we played wif sec1;
they were cute; they didn't dare 2 fire off;
played wif sec2 too;
we became the terrorist; it's easier 2 be a terrorist;
all we do was 2 hide and kill;
easier 2 be a bad guy?lols..
i went 2 lvl 4 wif zhi guang 2 hide;
bt until the game was over no one came 2 find us;
cos they were all fighting in lvl3 =.=
and lastly; after playing for a few hrs;
sec2 emerge as the winner of all lvl;
they played wif the CIs;
i was the hostage; we were being handcuff;
it was pretty painful; our hands were being tied tightly;
and of course; CIs win; they planned strategies;
after the whole game i nvr even fire once sia;
cos the game was too short le;
soon; the unit exercise dae was over;
it was actually planned for the sec4; for it's their last unit training wif us;
after np; went 2 hav lunch wif cecilia;
jia wei they all came along too;
went hm after tat

29/3/09
woke up at 1plus 2dae; cant believe tat i could slp until so late;
mayb because tis wk i had been slping at 12 plus;
juz couldn't get into slp;
felt super tiring ytd;
nxt tues is napfa sia; i scare leh..=x
tmr we would be doin our NRIC;
my passport photo very ugly sia;
hmm; ltr nid 2 do hw le;
juz realised i had alot of maths hw;
thr's also alot of test frm mondae onwards;
we had maths on tues; and mayb some other tests;
POA shld be on fri;
die le; i seriously dun understand wat she was teaching;
mus pass leh; ltr mus go study le
oh; and mid yr is on it's way too; cant go out le x(
jiayou; you cn do it de

2009-03-27T21:55:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 5am 2dae;
prepare and went 2 skol cos i nid 2 do my hw;
ytd didn't had enough tym 2 do it;
well; i had quite a bad dae;
i will rmb 2dae;
i learn alot; reali alot;
well;2dae only went 4 half of the training;
cos went 4 the course;
went bac 2 np and had some lecture on proposal writing;
did WOC; my command so soft..=x
after tat had a little PT session and ended off;
went 4 dinner wif Shi Qi; along wif Jun Wei;
went hm after tat..
it rains 2dae =x

2009-03-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

2dae woke up at 5.15am;
went 2 skol; mr soo did nt cm for f&n lesson;
our research and development would take a thousand years before it cn be submitted..=x
someone noe the format?teach me plz;
went 2 the course 2dae;
well; it taught us alot of things;
after tat went 2 amk hub; shermin was buying smth;
reach hm; bath and im blogging nw;
still had 2 prepare the uniform tmr;
thr's also traning on sat;
im tired;
im 1 step to hell a thousand steps away frm heaven;
the 1 step is getting nearer and nearer towards me

2009-03-25T17:03:00.005+08:00

S.H.E-沿海公路的出口

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次手就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

我坐在公路的出口等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

2009-03-24T21:06:00.007+08:00

hellos(:
ytd went for the road safety park duty;
it was pretty boring;
i was group up with wei teng;
we stand at the zebra crossing thr;
which had no zebra crossing line =.=;
and saw cute little drivers and cyclists past by;
only until we went to walk ard the park;
it was pretty relaxing;
i hadn't been able 2 relax tis few months;
i felt so tense up;
i felt lyk dying..
ytd ended off normally; i was alrite (;

24/3/09
2dae started off normally; went 2 skol alone in the morning;
it was weird..=x
den had lessons; PE was tiring;
we run and did the 5 stations; my inclined pull wasn't very gd uhs;
mus improve le; napfa is coming soon..=x
maths lesson was pretty nice;
yong ren; u sure thr is smth call parallel angle?hahas..
den it's assembly; principal talk;
i miss you x3
after reaching hm went out wif sister;
shop at amk hub and went hm;
2dae was so boring; hope it would be btr tmr;
someone pls entertain me tmr?(:

2009-03-21T20:39:00.008+08:00

Woke up at 9plus 2dae..
had breakfast with my sister and went out to shop with her..
we went 2 orchard;
and watch the movie dragonballs at orchard cineleisure;
it was a pretty nice movie; i love this quote from the movie :
"you must have faith in urself; only with faith then can u do it"
yes, faith is indeed very important..=(
the movie was pretty short; it lasted about 8omins only..
and den we went 2 bishan for our lunch and took the train hm after tat;
bath and i was chionging my coursework for f&n the whole evening;
it was so tiring!
actually the moment i wake up i had been feeling very tired and low=x
and i dun even noe if i had done the correct format..
someone please guide me wat is the correct format?
stop at ard 7pm;
had dinner and continue doin my coursework;
and im blogging nw; i shall continue my coursework tmr le..
and i realise smth; i nvr reali smile 2dae..haizz..=x
im constantly having faith in you;
i reali ms u loads

2009-03-20T10:44:00.002+08:00

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